Process and Spirit
by Ian Elliott
There is an old Chinese proverb: “When the wrong man uses
the right means, the right means work in the wrong way.” This saying reveals the missing element in
spiritual disciplines that do not bear fruit.
You may read all the manuals of shamanism and witchcraft, and so forth,
that you like, and you may try practicing one particular discipline
consistently, following the steps laid out for you in the manual, and yet
achieve only weak, spotty results at best.
These disciplines all seem to require a commitment greater than one is
willing to make in order to be effective.
We are living in a mechanistic age, a time when all problems
are approached as though they are engineering problems and can be solved by the
correct application of skill and discipline.
We think that by learning a certain technique, and applying it
efficiently, we can surmount difficulties in any field, including the realm of
spiritual effort.
I once knew a young man who was socially backward and asked
me to describe the “right approach” to women, in order to “get some
action.” I said that the right approach
is to genuinely like them; they really appreciate being liked. He was nonplussed at this advice, recognizing
immediately that no technique could make him like women if he instinctively
distrusted them, which he did.
The same thing applies to the religious or spiritual realm,
and this was recognized in the pre-mechanistic age when the “technique”
followed was interaction with spirits.
Spirits are persons, not processes.
You can switch a computer on and work at it for as long as you like,
then save your work, switch it off, and later when you come back it will be
ready to resume, whether you had stayed away for an hour or a year. Persons are not like that. If you put in time with a mate and then stay
away for a year, you will not find that person very willing to resume where you
left off if you come back to him or her.
The same is true of spirits.
Another difference already alluded to involves the
emotions. Your computer doesn’t care if
you like it or not, but a person will care.
You must not only like someone, but must show it as well; even in
friendship, a certain amount of devotion must be paid. To some extent this follows upon effort, that
is, if you make a great personal sacrifice of time and energy for the sake of a
person, that person will acquire a measure of importance in your eyes, and vice
versa. However, it is never a matter of
mere investment on your part. You must
dedicate yourself past the point where you forget profit and loss.
In the same way, a religion cannot be a mere hobby, one
activity among many. Witchcraft comes to
mind in this connection. For many,
witchcraft is a hobby, something that can be taken up or laid down at will
without consequences. There are no
spirits in hobbies; you may lick and paste all the stamps you like into an
album, but the album will remain unaware of you, and thus you can relax and
simply enjoy yourself.
If that is all witchcraft or some other mystery religion
means to you, that is all right, but realize that you will remain in the outer
court of the mysteries and never pass through the gates into the inner
sanctum. The gates of mysteries are
guarded by spirits, and spirits are persons, and if you are to pass within, you
must initiate, and keep up, a personal relationship with those guardians. When your efforts begin to bear fruit,
instead of thinking “it’s starting to work,” think instead “the spirit is
responding to me.” This will follow in
the unpredictable nature of results, which come in their own time and way,
seemingly incommensurate with the amount of effort put out; and this is another
reason for regarding them as the behavior of a spirit, rather than the
automatic results of an impersonal technique.
In our tradition, which might be
described as Celtic-eclectic (that is, focused on Celtic lore but open to
borrowings from related traditions), three initiations are held, preceded by a
dedication. When a student is ready, he
or she may request a dedication ceremony, at which a promise is made to study
the Craft and the coven tradition for a year and a day. This is a promise to the coven, not a vow; as
yet, no spirits are involved.
At the end of the dedication
period, the dedicated one may request actual initiation into the coven. This ceremony, which naturally must remain
secret, includes a vow and personal “introductions” of the initiate to the
Watchers, the “great ones” or gods of the four quarters. The Watchers each govern a kingdom of
elementals, and one elemental from each kingdom passes into the appropriate
elemental tool of the initiate. In our
tradition, a sylph passes into the wand, a salamander into the athame, an
undine into the chalice, and a gnome into the pentacle. An initiate should have all four tools on
hand for an initiation, though sometimes this is deferred until a particular
tool is acquired. But in any case, the
first degree initiation marks the beginning of a personal relationship for the
witch with each of the four spirits known as “Watchers”.
The Watcher of the East is the
elemental spirit of Air, and governs knowledge.
The Watcher of the South is the elemental spirit of Fire, and governs
will. The Watcher of the West is the
elemental spirit of Water, and governs daring (that is, devotion or
dedication); and the Watcher of the North is the elemental spirit of Earth, and
governs inner (and outer) silence.
One’s relationship with the
Watchers and their respective spheres must be personal, and this applies also
to the elemental tools, for these must not be thought of as tools in the
mechanistic sense, but rather as fetishes, each housing a spirit. The association of the tool with the
elemental quality should be reinforced by having the wand at hand while learning,
the athame while exerting the will in disciplined action, the chalice while
going beyond one’s limits in a super-effort, and the pentacle while going
within in inner silence. Traditionally
the witch will name his or her tools, as it seems; but actually the name is for
the indwelling elemental.
The philosopher Nietzsche, in his
book Thus Spake Zarathustra, describes the “last man” and contrasts him
with the “overman” (by which he meant the self-overcoming man). The last man is the product of mechanization,
he (or she is understood) who seeks to cut corners at all costs, he who never
gives himself in commitment, he who is unable to despise himself. The world of the last man is one in which one
hears “a fool, who still stumbles over stones or human beings!” For in the mechanistic, measured-out world,
stones and human beings are alike regarded as mere obstacles to one’s goals.
By contrast, the overman has gone
through an overwhelming experience Nietzsche calls “the hour of the great
contempt.” “What matters my learning?”
asks the overman of himself. “I do not
see that I desire knowledge as the lion desires food!” And similarly for the other virtues, the
overman sees and rejects his own half-heartedness and disinclination to give
himself to his values. This is the
atmosphere of the witch dealing with his or her elementals and the
Watchers. They are persons, not means to
ends.
For pagans in general, the same
can be said of one’s relation to one’s patrono or matrona, the personal god or
goddess with whom one has a special relationship. Every deity has something to teach, a
discipline to impart, and the devotee learns and follows the teaching, the
discipline of his or her sponsoring deity.
In our witchcraft tradition, the witch will put special effort into his
or her relationship with one of the great ones, whether a Watcher of the four
quarters, or one of the deities of the height, the center or the deep. In paganism generally, the patrono or matrona
can be chosen from any deity in the pantheon of one’s chosen tradition.
Whomever one chooses, the
important point is to dedicate oneself, not exclusively to the one spirit, but
with the intensity and focus one would have towards a lover or intimate
friend. A too exclusive dedication, as
in monotheism, leads to spiritual imbalance; nevertheless, one should feel that
one’s patrono or matrona is an important person in one’s life, and make
continual (though not continuous) efforts in that deity’s discipline.
The benefits accruing from such a
relationship will reinforce the efforts of the devotee, but must never eclipse
the personal importance of the spirit involved.
If this happens, one has fallen back on process and will make only
mechanical, half-hearted (at best) efforts; and then the relationship with the
spirit will wither and die. The wrong
man will have used the right means, and the right means will have worked in the
wrong way.